Trauma Still Resurfaces
Submitted 15 August 2018
Anonymous Survivor Story:
'Trauma Still Resurfaces'
Why Do You Want To Tell Your Story?
After 35 years this trauma still resurfaces all the time.
After 35 years this trauma still resurfaces all the time.
Tell Us Your Story
This story needs several pages to deal with all the events and specially the complexity of the issue. But nevertheless a summary will do after so many years not freely talking about this.
All happened with a pedophile school teacher in a boys school between my age of 14 and 18 years of age. For more than 4 years this was dealt with without knowing what it meant or the implications that can be caused for later life. It was during the time this topic was non existent or could not be discussed. A senior deputy head of school whom had authority was in this position who could with some influence and manipulation target boys at free will. I was a main target for 3 years and was partially replaced by others for the remaining time.
These was the most insecure, emotional and destructive years which I believed still shaped my personality of today for the better and the worse but mainly destroyed all happiness. There is no medicine for recovery and this needs to be dealt with individually. Awareness now is only created to prevent this from happening to others.
For now myself is the only one to deal with this or rather the consequences of the abuse as it has been the last 30 plus years.
This story needs several pages to deal with all the events and specially the complexity of the issue. But nevertheless a summary will do after so many years not freely talking about this.
All happened with a pedophile school teacher in a boys school between my age of 14 and 18 years of age. For more than 4 years this was dealt with without knowing what it meant or the implications that can be caused for later life. It was during the time this topic was non existent or could not be discussed. A senior deputy head of school whom had authority was in this position who could with some influence and manipulation target boys at free will. I was a main target for 3 years and was partially replaced by others for the remaining time.
These was the most insecure, emotional and destructive years which I believed still shaped my personality of today for the better and the worse but mainly destroyed all happiness. There is no medicine for recovery and this needs to be dealt with individually. Awareness now is only created to prevent this from happening to others.
For now myself is the only one to deal with this or rather the consequences of the abuse as it has been the last 30 plus years.
- Anonymous
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